me and my love<3 - yeah, we're prettttty much vampires.
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Call mee Zoey Alexx. I'm complicated, yet simple. I'm extremely sarcastic; I can't be too serious for too long of time. I have an opinion, I openly make it known; and you most likely cannot change it. I have changed soo much over this past year. It's all been for the better though. I think I've matured alot. I’m a lover of random things and I tend too make simple situations awkward. I hate drama, and forgive people way too easily. I’m a very open person, almost too open. I'm also a pretty jealous person -at least I can admit it; and I'm not really happy with how I look, at alllll. I don't believe in judging people, or labeling them; so dont do it too me. I'm pretty easy too get along with, and I'm also pretty easy too fight with. I lovee photography and hope too make something of myself through it one day. My life so far has pretty much been softball , and I'm definitely fine with that. I can be obsessive, and I'm pretty darn emotional. but somehow I've found people that don't mind dealing with me. and I love 'em soo much. My friends mean the world too me. I am who I am, and I'm starting too finally like it; and noones gonna change that. I'm a christian girl, but I don't believe in shoving it down your throat. But if you ask, I'll be glad too talk about it. I am happily taken .060808. xoxo f*** sincerely,
Zoey Alexx.
::imperfectly.immortal::
this always makes me feel better ;D
yummymuch!?
I LOVE :
^^sexii beastss! <33
some poems i wrotee: -comments are appreciated-
and if you want to use them , ask i don't mind. just give me the credit,
like put a link to this page or something ^_^
*SWEET DEPART :
We’re all dying on the inside, we’re all falling apart;
A smile can’t hide forever, though it can trick a heart;
You try too trick the others, and you try too trick yourself;
But in the end its always clear, your just a paper doll on the shelf;
You don’t quite understand, why you sometimes feel this way;
Alone there- in the dark, you hide yourself away;
You hide from all your problems, you hide from all your fears;
You hide from all the bitterness, and from all your tears;
‘Til one day the come pounding, pounding on your heart;
Begging too be set free, in this sweet depart.
*THIS FEELING :
In this feeling, that you know all too well;
That feels like it was sent, from the fiery pits of hell;
Not able too control it, when it comes or when it goes;
You sit there sobbing quietly, just trying too let go;
You fall down too your knees, not in prayer but in grief;
It sometimes lasts for hours, though is sometimes very brief;
You don’t quite understand it, though its soo hard too move on;
And all that you with is, that you’d wake up too be gone.
*WASTE A TEAR :
What’s wrong with you? Will you never learn?
No matter what you do, you’ll always crash and burn;
Your in a race with fate, a race you’ll never win;
And all you end up doing, is drowning in your sin;
Don’t you get it? Your born too fail;
And as much as you try, fate won’t let you bail;
You yell out in silence for you one too hear;
But you get the same reply, not a whisper in your ear;
But the world yelling back, “Why should I waste a tear?”
*SLEEP :
Laying there wide awake, listening too the sounds that the night makes;
Staring at the ceiling, trying too clear your mind;
The clock is standing still, as if there is no time;
The night feels dark and endless, like it has before;
But this time something’s different, this time there’s something more;
Even music can’t sooth your soul, even music can’t sooth you mind;
As the sounds all get louder, your brain begins too shout;
Its all getting so loud, nothing can drown it out;
Closing your tired eyes, you can only pray for some sleep;
You can only pray your soul, for the Lord too keep.
*DOWNFALL :
You have no real problems, but life just seems too trudge by;
Others seem too enjoy, but your just along for the ride;
They all seem so happy, can it all really be true?
Or is there someone else out there, that’s just like you;
You live in learn- or live and try;
But you guess anything is better, then too just give up and die;
You become so easily obsessed, and you don’t know why;
Someone who once meant nothing, suddenly become your sky;
You try too give it up, you try too give it all;
But all your really doing is, setting up your downfall.
*THOSE EYES : newest ^_^
Those eyes that are so cold,
Show nothing but the hatred,
That’s rising in his soul;
I can never seem too escape them;
Anger so easy for him too blame,
Like a rose catching too a flame;
And innocence is dragged in,
Carelessly thrown around again;
Such a god complex consumes,
As evil simply resumes;
So judgmental an so cruel,
Always something too feed the fuel;
Once I had hidden all the strife,
But now if shows itself in a knife;
Because of those eyes I almost gave in,
Noone believing I’m capable of such a sin;
Because of a knife that’s so friendly,
The pain can become soo real;
And all because of those eyes,
I may never heal.
HANNAH;
okayy, well this girl Hannah has showed me what friends are.
we've only known each other for a lil while, through here.
but i can tell shes really cares;)
i feel sometimes like she cares even more then my actually friends.
i know i can turn to her when i need her,
and she knows i will always be here for her too!
i completely trust her, and she trusts me.
if thats not bfflae, i dont know what is.
::ilyy.girly.period::
thankyouu xxsuga-lyndsxx!! you rockk.xD
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE:
those guys right there are my world. i would not be where i am today without them. i'm not just another crazy fan girl because their soo freakin hot, which they are. but because their real, they do what they want, how the want it. they encourage you to stand up for what you believe in. and unlike other bands, they actually care about all of us! they inspire me to be who i am and not care what others think, just like them. i love their music, its always what i need. i can always relate to it in some form. just hearin Gerards voice puts a huge smile on my face no matter where i am or how i felt before. my friends make fun of me and dont understand my love for them, but i dont care. they've said their goal as a band is to save kids lives, and without i would not be able to live<33 btw::if you say the word "chemical" or "romance" around me i will start singin random MCR lyrics, just a warning.
This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.
This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone.This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what color his hair is.This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.
Here's to the kids who were never okay, who brought their bullets in return for your love.
To the kids who live life on the murder scene, seeking revenge on those who wronged them.
To the kids who lost their fear of falling, who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision. Here's to the kids who sign their name xoxo, fuck sincerely.
The kids who love demolition style, who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover. Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others. Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework. Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses, here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes. Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them. Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires, just like the MCR boys. Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the Black Parade. Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
To the kids who could've been a better son/daughter.
Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell. Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep, who set ferries wheels ablaze. To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink. Here's to the kids with poison and pills. To the kids who Fire At Will.Here's to the kids who loved Pansy, and all its glory. To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW. Here's to every soldier, vampire, and parader, to every Fan.
Here's to each and every one of you My Chemical Romance fans. Your dedication is what makes the world go round.
*.............*
..--M--... put this on your page if
..--C--... you are proud to be part of the
..-aRmy-.. MCR army.
*.............*
x.you can beat us, you can burn us,
you can break us, you can drown us,
you can poison us. but we still won't stop.x
"Oh, how wrong we were to think that immortality meant never dying."
FREE HUGS:)
that is most definitely, meeeeee.
ps- i'm super girl x)
and one last parting thought:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends,
you look down at the person with black jeans and studs but smile
at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and has her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a "gangsta" but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny how an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking or smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?
HOW YOU CAN CALL A PERSON A POSER? HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON THEIR WRISTS AND WHY THEY SPEND THEIR LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?
Keep on laughing.
Isn't it funny how you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this person's life...
Without knowing her situation with her friends...
Or her family...
Or her LIFE?
BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING.
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH...
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND.
BRAVE IS...
GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND NOT-FOR A SECOND-CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES.
IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT.
IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS.
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMORROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE.
IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS.
R.I.P Poppy - 11.11.08 <3 D':
You will never be forgotten.
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Zoeyy:
This is Hannahh!
Im making a new acc because i know i have made alot
but i just have a hard time accepting who iam
and on each acc i end up lying about atleast 1 thingg.
if i lie about one thing on this im done with this web
because i dont wantt to liee about who iamm.
i should learn to accept how godd madee me. (:
-Hannahhh
omgoshh!
zoeyy!
im soo sorryyy.
that sucks ass.
damnit. ):
u and ur bf look cutee in the
picccc.
lmao.
im not aloud to frikin date!
and im being homeschooled because
my mom doesnt want
me dating and getting prego.
why doesnt she trust meeee??
thats wierddd!
and one of ur friends haves my same avi and
almost the same name!her name is 'taylorr. <33'
wow!
and the same avi. its wierd.
but u really wanna be an actress?
awesomeee!!
thats rad.
i m in a new school so i m trying to live hehe
the people that i m with r kinda weird.........><
and well this is not the first school i transfer to i think its the sixth school.... i move to much man i hate it i dont like to be the new kid so i guess this is life its just full of shit lol but ill live ....so u got a boyfriend?
isthat his pic
hi i know its to late soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooory
hope u exept that ^^ well my life .............
theres alot to tell ^^ so hows things goin on? & by the way i like your profile kinda cool actually ^^
